Hello everyone.

I'm Emily.

This feels like I'm introducing myself to some kind of a help society.

Maybe that's a good thing.

"Hello, I'm Emily.

I keep my last name Rhodes because I don't want to hurt my dad.

I like to drink chai tea and eat sushi and play at deep conversations.

I'm 15 and I hate that teenagers are seen as apathetic and rude; I can't wait to grow older.

I have an obsession with plaid flannel jackets and trees.

I get jealous really easily."

I'm in a strange mood today. Feels like impending doom. Actually, to be honest it's an extention of a dream I had last night where my boyfriend broke up with me for one of my friends. I feel like the world's about to crash down around me. (Please, please don't.) This is going to sound terrible, but I didn't realise how much I actually would be affected if that did happen. I always tell myself that I don't really care and it's just a highschool relationship, but I do care. I care. Alot. He's one of those guys that is kindof physically awkward. But he's cute and he's mine and I don't say love as a rule should stop rambling now. This is what happens when people leave me home alone.

All of a sudden I miss everyone. (I swear I'm not usually this angsty.) It's like I've been away a long time, but I haven't. I've been here the whole time. I miss people I see every single day. This sucks, I need to get out a bit more apparently.

Anyways. This is me signing out:

Have an excellent day everyone!